I find it truly amazing how much I doubt my ability to do anything. I don't know if it's fear or that little voice that was instilled a long time ago?
Everything I have done today I fine myself thinking I can't do what ever task is at hand only to find I CAN do it with ease.
I think I haven't been making the effort lately that I have in the past to ignore those ridiculous loops of negativity.
If I don't pay attention to my thoughts I easily can get lost in ridicule, self doubt and self hating faster than you can flick a switch. I Can get wrapped up so deeply in my negativity, that I forget all the great and wonderful gifts of life that I posses that I live out my day as a failure. I know I am more than I believe. I like who I am and I want to to be just as kind to me as I try to be to others.
So hear I am today to publicly say that I know I am good at a lot of things and I will once again start to make a better effort to ignore that evil, negative voice that has no business trying to run my life.
Location:Louisiana St,Houston,United States
When I start thinking that way (and I DO!) I know I need a meeting to reset my thoughts.
ReplyDeleteso know that one! :-)
ReplyDeleteI too know that when I am in that mindset, I need to talk with my HP.
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