Friday, March 5, 2010

March 5, 2010

Today I am Grateful for:

Relief from the bondage of self. I am grateful when I can feel my self-disrespect lift. When I can stop pounding myself to the floor. For the last 2 days I have been wallowing in pity and self centered-ness. Laying it down and walking away from it is the hardest thing I have to do sometimes.

Networking. I am so grateful I found that group of photographers that meet up once a month. The meetings are great, interesting, and informative. There are so many interesting people in my new community. It's really great to be with a group of photographers who want to share and don't worry about client stealing etc. It's like AA for photographers.

Meetings. There is nothing like a good meeting when you need it. Yesterday really helped me with the rest of my day. Thanks Lambda!!

I am right where I am suppose to be. Knowing that can be the hardest thing to accept.


5 comments:

  1. The bondage of self.
    A daily battle for this guy. That's why I need daily reminders.

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  2. My sponsor says it's okay to get on the pity pot..just remember to flush when you get off it!

    Hope your weekend is super terrific..no matter what.

    namaste

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  3. Thanks for the gratitude list. Whenever I remember mine, anything I'm stuggling with always seems to get a little easier. Have a great weekend!

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  4. I have the bondage of self pity--had some today come sneaking up on me as I was leaving thinking about missing my colleagues. Then I realized that I can choose to see them again if I want. There is a solution if I just look for it.

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